Before I started fasting, I was constantly
living in a place of two nagging forces – either procrastination or rush. There was never enough
time and I would feel the weight of the world on my shoulders. Some moments
felt like stones tied around me neck dragging me down into murky water. I
had so much to do, not just household tasks, but personal, family and world
goals too. I wanted to serve in the community, volunteer at my kid’s
school, keep up with church callings and read all those assigned books on my
kid’s grade-level reading chart! Time wouldn’t let me have any of
it. In the mean time, I felt like everything could be started
tomorrow. Exercises, clean rooms, vacuuming out the car, eating healthy,
etc. There was this constant pressure, but no true deadline. I spent so
much of my energy trying to juggle all these things and more, only to feel like
a total failure at the end of the day.
I just knew I could do better, I needed to
do better or I would lose my mind underneath my own unfulfilled expectations.
Something had to change. That change was fasting. By the second day of my
16-hour fast, I knew something amazing was happening. So how did fasting
effect time? Well, first of all, it cleared up all that unnecessary
guilt, specifically that harassing inner voice reminding me how unorganized I
was, how out of control my children were, how I could never change and how
irresponsible it was I’d forgotten to add lunch money to my daughter’s school
account. Through fasting, patience was a virtue I could grant to myself.
Yes, from the start, fasting stopped my
internal negative voice and replaced it with sometimes silence, but most often
clarity, awareness and self-love. I could prioritize my daily tasks, and
wouldn’t get muddled in afternoon fog of forgetfulness that in the past had
resulted in mouthfuls of chocolate chips and too much time on social
media. I believed in myself like never before and found when I had impressions,
especially creative ideas, I would follow them.
After I wrote my memoir Starving Girl, I prioritized my
other writing projects. I’d been writing young adult fiction for almost
10 years and had 3 completed novels and 4 works-in-progress. I prayed
about which one to work on and got busy. My book I'd been working on for
five years, The Stolen Bible best
fit my current mental and emotional state. Why? Because the story
demonstrated how with God, all things are possible.
Christians were denied access to the Bible
for a thousand years, but in 1522 German professor and priest Martin Luther changed all that. Risking
his life, Luther bravely translated the Bible from Latin to German and for the
first time, made the Bible became available to the average person. But,
what if the story of the reformation had a twist and without a young woman
named Luci, Martin would have never found the Bible? Fighting
corrupt politics, covetous religious leaders and power-hungry royalty, Luther
can’t do it alone. He needs Luci, whether she wants to help him or not.
Christians agree Martin
Luther changed the course of western history for the better by starting the Protestant
Reformation. A Biblical
scholar, he questioned the practices of a church teaching hell, fire and
brimstone, controlled by the government and practicing indulgences (the paying
of a monetary price to have your sins forgiven). Through Luther’s Biblical
faith and determination, he found a path not only to God’s love, but to a
revolution.
You are not only responsible for what you say, but also for what you do
not say.
Martin Luther 1483-1546
So, how did it happened that I’ve spent
the last five years of my life writing about this time and researching this
spiritual giant? As an author, I hoped someday I could write a
meaningful, even important book. One day, I felt in my heart, “The most
important book in the world has already been written.” I knew right then and
there that I needed to be reading more from the Bible. I could learn much
about the writing craft from New York Times Best-Selling authors, but was I
reading from the men and women, many who risked their lives to share their
faith and write down their words? Somehow, my desires to learn more about
the Bible lead me to 16th century Germany .
I asked the question: What if the Bible
ceased to exist?
In 16th century Germany tyranny
reins, reading is outlawed and the church has control over an oppressed
people. 16 year-old Luci Pohlman has spent her life in hiding with a
paranoid mother who teaches from a book of strange markings filled with words
of prophets from long ago. When her mother is imprisoned for
witchcraft, Luci is kidnapped and dragged into the black forest. Her mother knew too much and now, so
does Luci.
As
the German Army, a band of gypsies and a man named Martin Luther seek Luci, she
must figure out how the words of the book she was never meant to possess can
set her and her country free.
“In my
home, there is nothing to spare. We waste nothing; not time, not
meaning, not remorse, but there is one thing we have too much of . . . truth.”
-Luci
Pohlman
I feel there is an untapped market for the
Christian audience. I know I want to read exciting, fast-paced,
character driven stories that not only entertain, but teach and inspire. I have
started a series called S.H.I.N.E.
S.H.I.N.E.
Some History Is Never Expected
is
the exciting new series by author Laura Lofgreen – retelling historical events
in a way it could have happened if those forgotten by time could have shared
their story.
Will
you shine?
The first in the S.H.I.N.E. series, is The Stolen Bible. I
love writing about history and historical figures and telling their stories in
a new light, from a new angle. I have two more books almost finished and
I’m hoping to release the second book in November. Currently titled The Swing, it is the story of
why there was no room at the inn the night Christ was born. Visit www.vintagebirdpress for more information on upcoming
titles. The Stolen Bible is
now available on Amazon.
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